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Tuesday, August 16th, 2005
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3:20 pm
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i made a new account and im gonna be more serious about updating so add me
www.livejournal.com/users/vivaluhglam
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2:30 pm
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im deleting LJ
i suck at updating it and idk theres nothing to talk about in it
Missy that post you did about growing up was amazing i agree 100%
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| Thursday, August 11th, 2005
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2:03 am
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The Perfect Guy | Created by madhatter and taken 25830 times on bzoink! | | Hair color? | Blonde | | Eye color? | Doesn't matter | | Height? | Doesn't really matter | | Six pack? | Yeah! Allen has one haha. | | Long hair or short? | Short. | | Glasses? | No | | Piercings? | No | | Eyebrows? | What about them? | | Big butt or little? | Haha. I dont care | | Chest hair? | That kind creeps me out | | Buff or skinny? | Both I guess. | | Teeth? | White, Pretty straight | | Section 2 | | Funny or serious? | Both | | Party-hopper or more stay-at-home? | Both | | Should he be able to bake or cook? | No | | Does he have a best friend? | Yeah | | Is it okay for him to have a lot of female friends? | I guess. | | Out-going or shy? | Both | | Sarcastic or sincere? | Sincere most of the time. | | Does he love his mother? | I'm not really sure. | | Should he watch chick-flicks? | Yeah! | | Would he be a smoker? | No | | How about a drinking? | No | | And swearing? | Its okay to swear but not too much | | Would he play with your hair? | Yeah.. | | Would he have more than one girlfriend at a time? | No. | | Would he pay for you when you're on a date? | He'd offer | | Does he kiss on the first date? | No! He would ask for one =) | | Where would you go for dinner? | I/dk we wouldnt. | | Would he buy you flowers? | Nah. I'm allergic to most flowers. | | Would he lay under the stars with you and spout random philosophies? | No/Yes/IDK! | | Would he write poetry about you? | No | | Would he use endearments? | | | Would he hang out with your and YOUR friends? | Yes | | How about you hanging out with him and HIS friends? | Yes | | Would he walk you up to the door at the end of the evening? | Yes | | Would you hold hands? | Yes! | | Section 3 | | Does he play soccer? | No | | Baseball? | No | | Football? | Yes | | Basketball? | Yes | | Water polo? | No | | Golf or something equally boring? | No | | Does he surf? | Yes | | Skateboard? | Yes | | Snowboard? | Yes | | Can he sing? | No haha omg.. he sounds funny when he sings | | Play the guitar? | That'd be cool if he could. | | Play piano? | No | | Play the drums? | That'd be cool if he could | | Can he keep his room clean? | It's his choice. | | Is he an artist of sorts? | | | Does he write his own music? | No | | Does he have pets? | Yes | | Section 4 | | Does he use the word dude? | Yes | | How about tight? | Sometimes | | Would he watch the sun rise and set with you? | Prolly not | | What kind of car does he drive? | His bike... | | How old is he? | 12 haha | | What's his name? | Allen. | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! |
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| Saturday, August 6th, 2005
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12:55 am
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Current Updates*
-Got my first kiss and I definitely love the boy who gave it to me.
-Ran into Keith while I was riding my bike home, Found out he lives by me, So we're hanging-out sometime next week.
-Sophia's spending the night next weekend and we're going to see Allen, Jordan&Justin. Then going to the mall and then hanging-out with "The Keith" haha.
-I'm OBSESSED with FallOutBoy.
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| Thursday, August 4th, 2005
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12:21 am
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Yeah. Guess who's gonna kiss her boyfriend?
Oh that's right I am. I really want to and yeah I read a ton of advice colums and I feel like I can do whatever I set my mind to.
IF YOU WANT SOMETHING, YOU GOTTA DO SOMETHING IN ORDER TO GET IT!
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| Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005
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10:11 pm
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It's Jordans fault that I didn't kiss Allen.
He put so much freaking pressure on me. He kept telling me to and it was just driving me crazy&made me start wondering things and getting all nervous and blahh..
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| Friday, July 29th, 2005
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2:34 pm - Relationships are overrated</3
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Yeah, I kinda screwed up my site. Brittany can you help me fix it?
I'm kinda in a shitty mood. I litterly pushed someone off of their bike today cause I was so pissed off. I'm sick of Allen&I just hugging everytime we say goodbye. We don't even say "I love you" its been driving me crazy and lately I can't stand him. I think thats prolly why. It feels like we arent even going out. Ugh. I/DK how much longer i'll be going out with him. I don't blame myself for any of this. I'll continue this later, I gotta get some sleeep.
That's for my MYSPACE. Ahaha I love it.
New Xanga profile picture. I think thats the best picture ive ever taken.
Looooooove.
-xxx- Samantha Lynn
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| Sunday, July 24th, 2005
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1:26 am - They think they know our history..
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Anyways, I actually feel like updating. Here's current events going on in my life.
-BrittR moved. I'm kinda mad cause I won't see her for a year or two. I'm gonna miss her so much.
-Carlos still likes me and is convinced that i'm going to dump him for Allen. Which will never happen, cause I love Allen. =)
-Allen said "I love you" to me on the phone today&it was real cute.
-Me&Allen said bye for like 30 minutes and argued over whos going to hang-up first haha! He ended up hanging-up first cause i rock.
-I'm gonna watch the season premiere of Laguna Beach cause people say its really good so i'm gonna watch it.
-I'm really thrilled about the new episode of Degrassi this Friday and I can't wait to see it.
-Summers almost over which i'm kinda pissed off about.
-Sophia isnt going to GHS next year which i'm gonna cry about cause i'll miss her so much.
-I'm seeing a movie on Friday with Allen, Justin&Jordan. Idk which one yet. Prolly that Hustler movie or w/e.
-Jamie's suppose to call me in like 15 minutes haha. I love talking to her shes so funny.
-Matt still likes me
-Justin likes me
-Jordan possibly likes me.
-I'm a sexy beast. Lmao. J/K.
-Allen said he's never gonna dump me =) Haha which is nice to hear.
So thats basically it. Big wow.
I<3Allen!
-xxx- Samantha Lynn
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| Wednesday, July 20th, 2005
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11:01 pm
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tonight ill be your naughty girl<3
ill update later when i actually feel like it.
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| Tuesday, July 12th, 2005
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11:48 pm - ive never felt this way about a boy..
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Allen put his arm around me & we held hands. Only for like 2 minutes though, but idc.
I cant imagine him as just a "friend" its so hard to. I like him so much and think about him constantly. I didnt look for love, it came to me. Thank you god. You made my Summer =)
Ive never wanted to hold hands with anyone but him. Someday we may end up kissing and i will get my "first kiss" but at least I know it'll be with someone i really really like. I'm glad i didnt waste it on Matt. I don't think Matt was ever my Boyfriend. He said too many sexual things and blah im glad hes outta my life. Allen is really understanding, caring, sweet and just fun to be around. I think he's the first REAL Boyfriend I've ever had..
ahaha wow this whole post is about him..
he makes me so happy. im constantly smiling when im around him. CONSTANTLY!
current mood:  loved
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| Wednesday, July 6th, 2005
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2:48 am - I've got a nack for posting late at night..
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| Monday, July 4th, 2005
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2:03 am
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I want an amazing fourth of july.
Wouldn't it be so great to get your first kiss during fireworks?
Ah.. I wish that could happen.
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| Saturday, July 2nd, 2005
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1:56 am - Award Winning Entry..Right Here Folks<3
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I have to update. I have so much on my mind I gotta get it off somehow.
Why do people pretend to be something their not? This isn't anyone specific, It's just about people. And really doesn't benefit them much to pretend to be something they are not, They lose more than they gain. They lose who they were and what they wanted to be. They get so caught up in being what their not, that they forget who they really are. It just it really bothers me. Why can't people be who God made them? Why! I'm not pretending to be something i'm not. I'm always my true self. I'm always loving my life, constantly. I've realised how lucky I am to have the friends i've got, To live in a house, To have family, and people who believe in me. I'm not someone who pretends to be happy just for the benefit of others anymore, I'm happy when I wanna be. I dress how I feel, Not because I wanna fit in. I wanna stand out. I don't wanna follow the trend, I wanna be me. I wanna be the person God made me to be. I know some people are never gonna be thinking the kinds of things I think, But I hope in some way this inspires you to not be afraid to be yourself and stop pretending to be something your not. I love my life okay? I'm not some person who goes "I hate my life" just so they can get attention. I don't want attention, I don't need attention. Attention isn't a huge want in my life. It's not a need either. I think people pretend to be something their not because they're afraid of what people might think of them. Their so afraid that if someone finds out who they really are, they wont love and accept them. The thing about life is God gave you one life, Your own life. He sacrificed his life for yours. Be thankful. I don't go to Church but i know God is always gonna be with me. He's always making things better. And if you don't realise right now that your lucky to be alive then your gonna have a screwy life when your older.
Be yourself. Stop being someone your not.
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| Wednesday, June 29th, 2005
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11:55 am - Life is good.
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I'm going out with Alan now =) He asked me yesterday. I'm so happy.
The only thing that pisses me off more than anything was Keith going "you should take all that mushy stuff outta your pro" WTF. Thats not mushy and it was in my pro before I was even going out with him. It's not even to him. Its SONG LYRICS!
Tomorrow i'm having a pool party, it will rock. Seriously =) Jordan, Alan, Jocelyn & Britt are going im not inviting anyone else.
current mood: cheerful
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| Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005
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2:56 am
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I'm updating again. I have nothing better to do since it's like late at night and I can't really fall asleep, Because I sleep in til 2 PM. =)
I've been thinking about my life a lot lately and how one day i'll think my life is terrible and the next i'll think it's the greatest thing ever. I think what people say and do have a huge impact on me for some reason. If somebody says something really encouraging, I'll remember it for at least a week or i'll remember it a year later. When people pick on people, It seriously makes me feel so bad for the person who's getting picked on. I hate getting picked on. When I was in elementary school, I always got picked on cause I was too short. Who cares if people are short, tall, skinny, or fat. It's the person inside of them that really matters. I mean seriously who cares if there super ugly or super gorgeous. Everyones gorgeous in their own way. Some people really don't know how to accept the fact nobody's perfect and everyone makes mistakes. Learn to accept it, It'll help you later in life.
Another thing that ticks me off is when people judge people just because of who they hangout with. If you hangout with pot smokers then obviously you'll become one but thats not the kind of people i'm talking about. The most common judgement of preppy people is "Their stuckup" not all preps are stuck up. I'm a prep and i'm not stuck up. =) And another one that bugs me is "All Cheerleaders are pretty and stuckup" Not all cheerleaders are pretty, and not all of them are stuckup. You don't have to be pretty to be a cheerleader. You really don't cause thats not what matters. It's about building self confidence in yourself and trying new things.
My favorite song ever is "Iris by the Goo Goo Dolls" I don't care if you don't like them. Listen to the lyrics or at least search for them on Yahoo. They're amazing. And they have an impact on me, So maybe they'll have one on you as well.
I guess i'm the kind of person who doesn't judge you by how you look. I don't care if your skinny or fat. I don't care if your ugly or pretty. I judge you by how you act. Which I think is fair. I don't think you should take one glance at me and judge me. I think you should get to know me. I'm really not that bad of a person. I may act like it sometimes, But i'm truley not a bad person.
I took this picture of myself today. I love it.
Sorry for the blurryness. It's my stupid camera phone, I didn't have it on flash. Oh and I tagged it because theres a person stealing all my friends pictures on her Xanga and saying that there name is Brittany or Jessica when her name is Kayla. so yeah. I'm tagging mine just in case.
current mood:  sleepy
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| Friday, June 17th, 2005
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11:10 pm - Best friends...can become strangers </3
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There were these 3 people I always looked up to. They always were such amazing friends to eachother and always helped eachother through everything. But something changed about one of them, maybe two of them, possibly all 3 of them. They all became different people. I'm not sure why, and they probably don't know why. Maybe it's the circle of life, Ah who knows. I kinda miss the fact that they were always such amazing friends to eachother. I REALLY LOOKED UP TO THEM FOR THAT. Now i have nothing to look up to. I probably wont for a while. I dont understand why there not friends anymore or what made them no longer friends. I DONT THINK ANYBODY KNOWS WHY.
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current mood: calm
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3:17 pm - Just got paid...it's FRIDAY NIGHT!
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Haha total Nysnc moment up there. Anyways, I've got plans for tonight. Going skating with Jah, Lauren, and Jessica. =) Wewt. I've been doing chores since 1:30 PM. So boring. Anyways, I feel like blasting music and dancing down the hallway haha.
Im not that kinda girl....... I neeeeed to find that CD. TODAY! SOMEONE JUST SIGNED ON! AND IT WAS (insertsdrumroll) HEATHER! yay.
I miss Alan =( He's so cool..
BEVERLY HILLS THATS WHERE I WANNA BE <3 I seriously wish I could go to California.
This entry is like so random haha i love it!
current mood: amused
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| Tuesday, June 14th, 2005
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10:05 pm
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| Sunday, June 12th, 2005
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1:11 am - I wish I was prettier..
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Ah. I really do. I wish I was. <3
I think i'm going to change my look&style for next year. I'm going to get my hair layered and have it flipped out =) and then i'm gonna wear more of like... Vintage type clothes.
People who call themselves fat, ugly, stupid, loser, dork, faggot or something else piss me off. Why do you have to have such low of a self-confidence. Comment yourself once and a while.
current mood:  blah
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| Friday, June 10th, 2005
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11:24 pm - =)
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Awe. I love Brittany Lee to peices! <3
Brittany your such an amazing person don't let people bring you down their so jealous of you. Its cause you got it going on haha! Your awesome Britt.. and its okay to think about certain things and get upset. It happens to everyone hun. Im always here for you no matter what. Thanks for everything you've ever done. YOUR AMAZING. I LOVE YOU! and BELIEVE IN YOURSELF <3
current mood: chipper
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